Realised how much i love you
I suddenly came in touch with myself today. And I want to say it all to you. It is somewhat not always that we can talk to ourselves. I want to talk, talk and tell, tell you about how I feel for you. How I miss you always. I would have always taken you for granted, must have hurt you a lot many times. It always becomes difficult to say anything beyond the three words which we tell each other every night. It’s mundane to repeat that every night before hanging up, sometimes we might not even feel it, but somewhere it gives me the strength to go to bed without you, with new courage to begin afresh with a new day (again without you). Have stayed away from you the last twenty two years, was able to survive, But I feel helpless now. I am selfish and I am an egoist, I expect a lot from you. Now I feel a pang of jealousy spring inside me when I don’t see you with me, when I don’t get to talk to you I get irksome when we argue, haven’t really fought till now… Really feel free when with you. I f...